Above: Raymond Johnson cover art for Avon Publications and John O’Hara’s 1952 drama BUtterfield 8, a novel that was originally published in 1935 and based on the unsolved death of a famed socialite flapper named Starr Faithfull, who had drowned in 1931. The title is spelled with a capital “BU” after the fashion of old telephone exchanges (e.g. CHelsea, AMityville, and EXeter). The book was later made into a high-earning but critically panned movie starring Elizabeth Taylor.
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